Sunday, July 12, 2009

This is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life Dean. I need to say goodbye to you. I can't go the rest of my life not trusting you and knowing that every time I have ever looked in your eyes, you were keeping a secret. I'm not sure who you are anymore and I just don't know how to love a stranger.

I know you love me, but I truly believe if you love someone honestly and with your entire heart, you could never bring yourself to lie to them or hurt them.

For once in my life I had let down my guard and let you into my life. I let you see me for who I was- the good and the bad. I was brutally honest and painfully vulnerable. As hard as that was, I wanted to be open with you and share everything I had. I showed you pieces of me that I didn't know I had inside. But, now those pieces are all scattered on the floor and I am left standing alone and empty. I don't know if I can live my life without you, but I just don't think I can go on loving completely and only being partially loved in return.

Please watch this video and read the lyrics. I love you. Goodbye.